Staying with Sir J, day 2

It was quite a busy day, and I'm dead tired!

Two big things happened today:

1) long bondage/teasing session, which made me cry at some point. Still not sure why this happened, but I might talk more about it when I'm less tired. But it wasn't because he hurt me too much or anything, it was just...very intense, and I probably needed to let go of some stress, doubts etc... and I'm pretty sure it had also something to do with his teasing, he got me super-horny, but kept saying I'm not going to cum for another 7 days. I'm simplifying it a bit now, the physical and mental teasing went quite far, so it definitely had something to do with me breaking down.
 Sir J was very understanding. I didn't actually didn't feel embarrassed to just let go. More proof that I feel very safe with him. He hurts me but I love him for it.

2) spanking session in Central Station. Had never been spanked/whipped like this, very intense. My arse has never hurt like this either heh. And the first time I got spanked with an audience. An audience of hard-ons.
Also met with a very nice boy who knew Sir J.  He could take a lot, especially on his balls, was sort of jealous of him (but then he told me he was jealous of me for taking Sir J's beating so well heh )
To be fair, it hasn't changed my opinion on going to clubs - it's really not my thing at all. This time it was fun because I got a really intense beating, and I love watching Sir J play with that other boy - but apart from that...no, not my thing at all.

Also had my nipples worked on a lot today, and Sir J keeps annoying me with the vibrating egg. We walked around the high street with something vibrating inside me :(

So yeah, you should all feel really sorry for me.