London March visit

Wednesday
Arrived in the evening, we had a little play and I got a (too long!) chain around my neck... and fish and chips, yay!!

Thursday
Sir had a slaveboy over that he shares with his big bro, but before he arrived he tattooed me!! Well, only two temporary tattoos, a "bitch" one above my arse, and a barcode on my back. Even though they were only temporary I thought this was very hot and I had trouble hiding my boner hehe.

When the slaveboy came over he got tattooed as well, and we were both put in chastity. We had some fun in the living room (which included me teasing the slaveboy by licking his cock through the bars of the cb2000) before we went to the bedroom.

(some fat ugly balding guy teasing the slaveboy :( though I love my "casual" position hehe)

The slaveboy was restrained and teased a bit more, until another guy joined us. For the next hour or so it was just a lot of sucking and fucking, which quite honestly bored me. Too vanilla! Heh. But really, it's not my thing, especially since I only just met the slaveboy and I didn't know the other guy at all. For me it's practically impossible to get pleasure from a scene like that.

We had some more kinky play after the guy left, slaveboy left after a while as well, and Sir and I went to the spankz evening (where slaveboy would meet us later). I had a good time, had some nice spankings, but my favourite part is when Sir pushed me against the wall and whispered some fantasies to me (about my skinhead boyfriend hehe!) It was very hot, very private "play" in a public setting. It was also fun watching slaveboy get spanked and exposed as a pervert hehe.

Friday
I didn't feel very well when I woke up, so all morning and a good chunk of the afternoon I was just lazying about in the sofa. I felt better after awhile and agreed to be mummified. I love being mummified, and Sir made me very horny by making me lick his feet (I don't know why but for me that's a HUGE turn on). He took a video of it as well, showing what a good footslave I am hahaha. I'll let you know when the video is uploaded :)

(his underwear was a gift from me hehe)

Anyway, after a while my arm started hurting, and I really had to pee (he should've put me in daipers as well hehe). This was just before the slaveboy arrived.
We had some fun with the slaveboy - he was mummified and teased, and I liked putting some deep heat on his balls, he was very sensitive too it,  maybe too sensitive, but as a slaveboy he just has to suffer through it, no? :)

In the evening the three of us went to Fetishbound. Met up with Sir's big bro, and I went looking for TSkin and his friends. I must say I didn't have a good evening as I was constantly torn between spending time with TSkin and staying with Sir. And watching other people play of course. At the end of the evening I was very annoyed with myself for not finding the right balance between this. I did have some play, and I helped Sir's big bro a little bit (fetching drinks etc.) and he tied me up eventually. It made me feel better and I was in the right headspace... but at some point TSkin came along and started paddling me. That surprised me and pulled me out of my headspace, so I told TSkin to stop it and go away (well, not in those words exactly, but with the same effect).
When the evening was over we had to say bye to the slaveboy - I enjoyed his company and hope I'll meet him again. Even if he always makes a fuss about being photographed and people finding out that he's a pervert haha.
I did have some good moments that evening but in the end I felt unsatisfied and guilty and angry at myself for chasing TSkin away. I had a hard time falling asleep that night thinking about all this...

Saturday
I was going to meet with TSkin and his friend Boundinf at Expectations (kinky shop), had to leave "early", well, not really, but still had no time to do my shower duties for Sir (kneeling on the bathroom floor when he showers, drying him off when he's done, helping him get dressed, etc. - slave duties really!)
Met up with them eventually - couldn't find the shop on my own so TSkin had to be my GPS. It was just supposed to be window shopping but I did see some nice things. I ended up buying two pieces of underwear on discount - a jock strap and leather underwear - paid £15 for the two!! We went to Regulation after that, was tempted to pick up a nice ball gag...maybe next time :)

After that we relaxed in their hotel room a bit. We had something to eat and then TSkin and I went to Collared. So I went to the same club 3 nights in a row for 3 different events! Anyway, I had a lot of fun there, it definitely made up for my "lesser" Fetishbound experience. TSkin gave me a paddling on the cross in the main room, which was nice (and hard!), funny thing about that is that the great DJ played "Smack my bitch up" (this is one of my favourite music videos btw) when that happened...funny because I still had the bitch tattoo visible hehe.
When TSkin was playing with someone else I watched some other people play. I was very impressed with this young skinhead and what must have been his boyfriend - very intense, hard play (well, from my point of view) but they definitely had a deeper connection as well. Watching them really made an impression on me - a positive one for sure.

Back "home", I had to show Sir my bruises and my new underwear... which lead to him giving me a hard caning :( And that made me release some suppressed emotions particularly related to the last two days. It surprised me a bit but it wasn't the first time this happened, so maybe I need something like this from time to time.

 (up: result of TSkin's paddling. down: after the caning!)

We had some horny play afterwards though... he kept teasing me, we watched some porn, and all I could do was hump the bed, or rub my dick through the bars of the cage...I must have looked a bit like a girl playing with her clit... I didn't care how humilitating it looked, I even asked him if I could do it some more. I thought I came close to cumming but all that came up were some drops of precum.
We went to bed really late...

Sunday
A little bit of play before Sir went to work...I was put in the irons and he used all these on me:

(the little middle one is called "skittles"...inside joke)

Result:

I really like the pic because for some reason I'm holding his foot haha. I do like touching my Sir when he's beaten me or had a relatively heavy submissive experience. Then again, I like touching him all the time!

Sir's big bro told him I could come over in the late afternoon... I had some vague plans but since this was supposed to be play holiday anyway, I went to see him... but not after visiting Expectations again to pick up some thumbcuffs hehe.
I was honestly a bit nervous about visiting him...after all he is Sir's big bro and I didn't want to disappoint him nor Sir. But he is a nice guy and I had a lot of fun. I stayed in the same bondage set-up for almost 3 hours I think (if I have permission I'll show some pics in a next update), got a nice spanking (suffering in Sir's stead! hehe), and most evil of all...I got to cum!! He took my dick out of the device and kept playing with it until I shot. Normally I'm pretty hard to get off, especially by someone else's hand, but I suppose I was just too horny and he was too good! I asked him to stop because I didn't have permission, and he very well knew that, but he still went on... evil!!! I came thinking about how Sir would call me a naughty, filthy boy and would surely punish me for this... Later I learned he talked to Sir and I was allowed to be played with hehe.  It was a nice orgasm, but I still felt a little guilty until I was told that. Earlier that day, we played a dice game and it was decided that I could only cum once I was on the Eurostar back home... so it was a bit weird for me to get an orgasm so "early" hehe. My last one was on Monday by the way.

Anyway, had a great time. Back "home", I did the dishes before Sir arrived, we had something to eat and watched a movie (Bridesmaids! Funny!) and went to bed - I was pretty tired for some reason.

Monday
Last day... woke up relatively early and snuck into Sir's bed to be close to him. When he was awake I was ordered to masturbated him, and later he allowed me to play with myself...and I came again as he was telling me a nice fantasy. Twice in 24 hours, I was such a naughty boy hehe.
Didn't have time for much else as Sir was already late for work - he still gave me a little caning... after that it was time for me to prepare to go home :(

That weekend there was also talk about having me "officially" collared (for most of my stay I wore the "training collar" Tskin gifted me hehe), that made a big impression on me and made me very, very emotional. He gave me the chain collar I wore during my first stay with him (which is his boyfriend's previous collar - now he's wearing a newer one but the same model) to take home with me. I considered leaving it as it was too much for me. In the end I took it anyway, but still feel like it's too much honour for me, and that I'm not ready to be part of his family. It's something to think about for my next stay... and what happens, happens I guess.

So, it was a very emotional visit, but also with a lot of fun and good memories. Also, despite how "bad" the pictures above look, I think I'm actually less bruised now than I was after my last visit!

London visit: the pictures

This is the bed I slept in most of the time...a real boy-bed hehe.

Two pictures from FetishBound... I like the first one because you can still (somewhat) read "bad boy". T-shirt was a gift from TSkinBoot by the way. You can also see a bit of the collar he locked on me. And on the lower picture you can see him finishing up the hogtie on me :)

More pictures on the FetishBound site - you can see them under "galleries". Plenty of hot pictures this month!
I also must say I didn't really "feel" my outfit at FB, but looking at the pictures I think I looked pretty good in that t-shirt, camos and boots hehe. The rope helps as well of course!


Now some pictures from when I was in the irons and had the tail in... a lot of fun. And in the last two pics you can see Sir's cum all over my back :O

This was on Monday afternoon, first I got spanked:

(this is my favourite picture of the bunch, daddy spanking me like I've been a naughty boy hehe.) 

Then caned:

And this is what happened after I gave the cane back to Sir and asked him to hit me again:

Then on Tuesday, I lost my precious virginity :(

Poor bottom boy!! Lost his virginity to a hairy foreigner hehehe. 

And this is what my arse looked like when I came home:

It'll probably turn more black and blue the next few days...oh well. At least it stopped hurting to to sit down!!

London visit

Friday
My journey started with a bit of a panic - there was a major railroad fuck-up and my train got to Brussels an hour and 15 minutes later than normal, which meant I just missed the Eurostar I was supposed to be on. Explained the situation at the Eurostar desk - two minutes later everything was sorted, there was still room on the next one, no extra charge or anything! I feared I wouldn't get to London that evening, but since I was only a hour later I still had enough time to make it to FetishBound.

Met up with TSkinBoot and Smse14 there (and saw many people I knew from twitter and other places that night). TSkin put a collar on me when I got there and didn't waste a lot of time putting me in bondage - after a while I was nicely hogtied on the floor. The place was getting more crowded and it was pretty surreal to be tied and hooded on the floor while hearing voices from other people all around and above you. A weird sort of isolation, but then not really, you know? Great experience.
Did lots more that evening; boot licking (of course), paddling someone (great fun, want to do it again hehe), foot-tickling a super sensitive guy, and watching other people getting tied up (and even chained up!) and played with in many many ways.
I've said it plenty of times already, but FetishBound really is a great event. Dave and Paul (the organisers) are great guys and it's really such a friendly environment, it's such a nice place for new/shy people. Some other events are all "look how exclusive and special and awesome we are!!" but this is really a down-to-earth, attitude-free, small scale, family event really heh.

Went to Joept's house after FB, where I got a warm welcome, and a little bit of play before bed. I was allowed to smell his crotch, but also got my nipples and balls hurt. I made the mistake of telling him I was in a bit of a top mood... he made sure I knew my place for the rest of my stay there.
I got a bit of a surprise when he showed me my bed... it had Cars sheets!!! So I was really going to sleep in a boy-bed hehe. Such a shame I didn't have boy-pyjamas... something for next time maybe!

Saturday
Before he went to work, Joept - I mean Sir! - let me try out his new metal restraints. The ankle and wrist restraints were the most fun I think... also because he tortured my nipples and cock a bit, and demonstrated what it would be like getting fucked in these restraints. I was very very horny and would have probably cum if it was allowed, but he had to go to work sadly. Got a quick but hard spanking as well.

In the afternoon I met up with TSkinBoot and Smse14 again, this time at the Hoist for Boys and Sirs (a spanking event). First time at the Hoist for me. I was wearing a gym outfit (just black shorts and a white t-shirt really) and my Marvel underwear. I got spanked...3 times I think? An over-the-lap spanking by TSkin, another one by a nice elderly gentleman, and I got paddled by Smse14. I had a very sore bum at the end! But it was fun for me. Actually socialised a little bit - not my thing normally hehe, but this one boy was just too hot, and Smse14 got to spank him, the lucky lad!

Smse14 drove Tskin and me to Joept's place, and we had a quiet night in. We could have gone to Collared but then we wouldn't have a ride back, so yeah. We were just a bit lazy I guess hehe.
Still had to "perform" in a way, needed to show both Sir and Boss that I'm a good boy! I was humiliated in various ways... like bending over and showing my arse to everyone, and also show my shaved groin. That was probably the most humiliating for me, showing everyone my little boy penis :(
Best/funniest bit is when I had to get TSkin's paddle, and declare my love for it. Had to say "I love you" and kiss it. This left with a serious case of the giggles. I just couldn't stop laughing at how silly this all was. Of course the evil people made me say it even more!
Anyway, it was a nice evening, and really nice to have both Sir and Boss together, I hope we can have more moments like that. TSkin was also friendly enough to give me my before-bed-beating hehe.

Sunday
It was a bit of weird day - I slept very little that night, so I felt very tired, but even when trying to take a nap I couldn't really sleep. I took TSkin to the station, tried to nap a bit, failed, had lunch (at 3PM) and watched a DVD and some TV. Tried to do a little nap, again couldn't sleep but felt more rested.
It would have been a bit of a lost day, but that night a boy came over to be played with...he was a very hot boy, very nervous, very sensitive... We had fun with him for an hour or two, but he was very tense throughout the session and I'm not sure he enjoyed it too much. I liked assisting Sir, and it was also interesting to see how he handles a newbie. I might write some more about this in another entry.
After the boy left, Sir had more fun with me. He put me in irons and I had to wear the puppy tail... had to wiggle it around to show that I was enjoying myself...since he tied the plug to me it couldn't fall out. I could move it around as much as I wanted to. Moving it back and forward proved to be the most interesting hehe. Sir was very horny and came all over my back...
It ended up being 2AM by the time we went to bed.

Monday
Some short play in the afternoon... a nice spanking followed by a mean caning :( I felt very submissive and wanted to make Sir proud, so I asked for more...which he gladly gave me. I also asked him to fuck me before I went back home... Also his very evil boyfriend tried to get Sir to punish me even more, telling him I said he was being far too easy on me, stuff like that. Eviiill!! Although, to be honest, I did have the feeling I could take even more...
Met up with Joept's "big brother" and after visiting a little gay art gallery we (Sir, his boyfriend, his big bro and me) went to see Shrek the musical...it was fun. Before, during and after I was mostly in little boy mode (despite going to a pub and having some alcohol!). I always get the feeling I'm annoying people when I'm in boy-mode, but apparently I wasn't annoying anyone that time, so... it was a nice night out.

After having something to eat back home, I thought we would have a quiet night, but Sir decided otherwise...  tried the pup tail again but couldn't keep it in, had to suck his cock, and eventually I was ordered to cum... it took me a little while but I came eventually, hadn't cum in 7 days. Although it was a confusing cum in a way hehe. As you know I was (and still am) not allowed to cum without a dildo or plug inside me, and I didn't have one in me at that time, but Sir ordered me to cum anyway...so either way I would end up breaking an order: if I didn't cum, I would be punished for not following a direct order, but if I did cum, it meant I disobeyed the order of having something inside my arse when I cum. So it was a lose-lose scenario hehe. Play like this puts me in a very submissive mindset and turns me on immensely, and was probably the reason why I came eventually.

Tuesday
That morning I heard some um, suspicious noises coming from the master bedroom... a taste of things to come? After coming out of the room, Sir asked me again if I really wanted to be fucked. I had to be honest and say my desire for it was lessened a bit after cumming the day before, but I still wanted to go through with it.
We started with me having to lower myself on his cock, at my own pace. Then we did some different positions. I quite liked the position with me on my back and my legs over his shoulders. He didn't really fuck me, at least not hard or long. After a while my arse seemed to get tired of the action, and I somehow couldn't really relax anymore.
It was a fun experience, though it was more or less like I expected it to be, and it didn't change my mind when it comes to all things anal. I still prefer getting restrained and tortured to any anal play (yes yes I know I can have both...) I also wouldn't have done this with anyone else but Joept; he is my friend, I trust him, and I feel good and can relax with him. This wouldn't have worked with anyone but him. I guess another reason I went through with it is that I wanted to make my Sir proud, and that he wouldn't think of me as a wimpy boy hehe.

Of course now that I lost my virginity I can no longer say I'm an innocent straight boy... then again, maybe I just accidentally fell on his cock, you know? Things like this happen you know.

Anyway, took a shower, got clothed and got my bag ready to go back home. I still had half an hour left and was offered some ice cream, but I said I'd rather spend some time in the irons again hehe. Yes that was naughty of me, but it was a request as a friend and not as a sub, okay? :P It was fun being in them in my normal clothes really. After I was released I had to stay on the floor, flat on my back, and I saw Joept wanking over me...he told me he would cum all over my clothes and send me home like that, so people could see what a pervert I am!!!! I begged him not to, and that he could cum in my mouth instead, but he didn't listen... in the end he just lifted my polo shirt and came on my chest. He allowed me to beg for a towel to clean it off...but I didn't hehe. I thought it was a very hot idea to carry his cum through three countries all the way home.

Well, made it home safely, and that was that. It was a really really really really fun London visit, I would say the best so far. I didn't stay too long and had fun every single day. I felt very relaxed and happy throughout, and came home with a lot of good memories (and a bruised behind!!)

I'll put a post with pictures up soon, and then maybe later another entry with some more thoughts on my stay.

FetishBound - London visit

I arrived Friday around noon in London, and went to J's place in Hounslow. I had a pretty long nap (over 2 hours, very weird...) and by that time J was home. We had a long talk (well, J talked, I listened), and before I knew it was already 6:30, and I still needed to eat something, get my haircut and take a shower. Plan A was to get to FetishBound very early, and plan B was to meet up with TSkin when his train arrived, so now only plan B was an option.

So I finally got out of the house - no thanks to J, who, when I was ready to leave, pushed me over the sofa edge and gave me a quick but hard beating!! I think he wanted me to be late so TSkin would punish me. Like I said many times before, he's evil!!! Even saying "I asked for it", pfff.... :)

Anyway - met up with TSkin at King's Cross and went to the club. Outside we met Kaz, it was nice finally meeting him after many months of reading his blog and chatting on twitter and such. Plus I think he's hot :)
Once inside, Kaz got out his ropes and started tying me up... but first I had to lick TSkin's boots, even though I didn't want to hehe.
Anyway, I was put on the table and Kaz did a nice hogtie on me. It felt quite good... TSkin first gagged me with a sock and then used a gasmask on me. This was nice...until people (no idea who!) started teasing and tickling me. I think at some point there were about 4 guys poking and teasing and tickling me... grrr!!

I was a bit in two minds after that - it was very intense and I could've done with a short rest, plus I started disliking the gasmask, but on the other hand I wanted to stay in bondage longer. Well, Kaz decided to untie me anyway. Other people wanted to use the table I think, I can't be selfish all the time I guess!
TSkin had me on my knees again licking his boots, but this time he put his other boot in my neck. My ass got beaten as well... it was a very humiliating position, but I think it must've looked quite hot actually :D
As always after an intense or "painful" scene, I needed a cuddle and luckily TSkin allowed me a little break :D

Though my next punishment was easily the worst of the evening...I had to suck another boy's cock!!! The horror! As a straight boy there really is no worse punishment than that!!
Okay, the boy, digiboi, was hot and had a very yummy cock... I worked up quite a sweat pleasuring him. I loved that someone put 2 padlocks around his balls hehe, made them a little swollen and sensitive... once I got bored of sucking and licking, I started treating his cock and balls a bit harder... I have to honestly say that was more fun for me than just sucking him off...I guess there is a bit of sadist in me. He loved it though. I also wasn't sure (I couldn't dare look!) but I think we attracted quite a crowd as well. To be honest he is a very hot boy and a regular at FB, and I don't think he'll ever not find people to play with.

While that was happening TSkin had some rope fun with smse14... I knew him from twitter, he's a very nice guy and a good bondage victim hehe. After a while I had my fun with him as well... when his arse was exposed I couldn't resist spanking him a bit. I don't think I did a good job at all (though he said it was fine afterwards), and I was feeling a bit self-conscious as I knew there were a few people watching me, so I didn't feel too comfortable and decided not to continue (although his arse cheeks were warmed up and looked very nice at that point...)

I think that was about all the play I got/did. It was nice seeing some familiar faces, obviously the more I go the more people I will start to recognise, and the easier it gets to make contact and have a chat or even play. I do regret not coming earlier, being tied up by StandThankAnon was something we talked about but unfortunately there was no time this time. My fault.

As I said last time, FetishBound is easily my favourite kink event, it's very relaxed, with a great variety in age and kinks. And you just have to love the kennel, so cute to see the pups play together hehe. Though Knotts (StandThankAnon's inner pup) was extremely naughty... that pup really needs a very strict handler!!
Anyway, just like last time it was a lot of fun, not only the play I got but also watching other people enjoy themselves... I hope to return many many times to this event.

The rest of my stay in London wasn't as exciting unfortunately... firstly because J was very very busy with uni and job training stuff, and I had a cold/allergies. On saturday I only went outside to get food, though J allowed me some fun by sniffing his underwear while he took a shower (I really love sniffing his used underwear...) and I had to admit to him I prefered cock over pussy... I only did that because I knew he would smack me otherwise hehe.

On Sunday I wanted to go to Camden because I felt a little better, but changed my mind as I didn't feel so good in the afternoon. Still wanted to leave the house so I took a nice walk. In the evening I was feeling cheeky and asked him if I could lick his feet at some point before I went back home. And I got my fun later that evening :) I still don't quite understand that particular fetish of mine, but oh well, as long as it's fun for me there's no harm done, right?

Met up with TSkin monday morning at Costas before his train left...(I, of course, didn't drink coffee...boys drink hot chocolate!!) I wish we could've spent more time together on this visit, maybe next time. We exchanged gifts (you can see what I got below...) and said goodbye. I went to Camden market after that...it was early so still very very empty, but I quite liked the atmosphere of the place...sort of punk and anarchistic in a way...but still mostly capitalistic! At some point I felt like I was in Hong Kong as two asian ladies in opposing stalls were trying to lure me to buy some food with them, one addressing me in her native language and another calling me "darling" hahaha. That was too funny. Anyway, I'm definitely going there again next time I'm in London. Maybe to get a nice tattoo or to get my nipples pierced :D

Monday evening we went to Nandos, I met J's ex-boyfriend who is a very charming man. Kind of a shame he's not into kink! But it's nice to see how much J, his current boyfriend, and ex-boyfriend all get along. Oh, and before that J gifted me a jockstrap... my first jockstrap!! (to be honest I think J gave it to me because he felt guilty about being too busy to play with me!)

And on Tuesday I went back home!
So yeah, I guess I didn't get as much play as I wanted to, and I definitely didn't get the punishments I deserved... but on the other hand, FB was fun, I really enjoyed seeing TSkin again, and as always I enjoyed staying with J and his boyfriend. My friendship with J is something I value greatly, I consider him one of my best friends, one of the many reasons being that he just accepts me the way I am, something that's very important to me. So it's kind of hard for me that I only see him face-to-face for a few days every 3-4 months or so... yes we chat online but it's not the same.

Anyway...

I don't have a good pic of the t-shirt TSkin gave me, so here's the one he sent me:

(rauberx on the front left side, "bad boy" on the back)

I wish I had some pictures to share from FetishBound, but you can only see my shoes in 2 pictures haha. Such a shame as I'm sure the hogtie Kaz did on me looked great, and I think the runners kit I was wearing (from Karrimor, picked up at Sportsdirect, very cheap), plus my nice sneakers, didn't look too bad on me either. Well, I liked it anyway.
But if you still want to see the pics of that evening, here they are.

That's all I have to say I think. You can check out TSkin's report of his stay in London.

Some more London thoughts

First of all, I have to say I feel a great sense of gratitude towards J that I cannot express in words. Saying "thank you" to him just isn't enough, not even if I say it a hundred times. He allows me to explore my kinky side without steering me in a direction that only benefits him, like so many other doms do. He is an enabler, not an enforcer. Above all though, he is a very good friend. Nowadays that is a very rare thing to have, so I'm very lucky I met him.

So, what have I learned about myself on this trip?

The London Report

One of the first things that happened when I arrived at J's was me getting a haircut....as in, cropping it very short. TSkinBoot asked J to do this, but J and I already talked about this months ago so I was okay with it (and you'll see the result a bit later in this entry). Had a lot of mixed emotions when he was shaving me, and I'm still not sure I like it, but I won't complain about it because I know I'll get punished for that heh.

So, after that I went to FetishBound, and you already know what happened there :)

The day after (Saturday), before going out I asked J to check if I had bruises on my ass from TSkinBoot's beating. Instead of being all "oh you poor boy, did that evil man hurt you?", he actually gave me a serious spanking!! I could feel him getting hard as I struggled to escape heh. Well I finally did leave with an ass even more sore than before, and met up with TSkinBoot. We went to Expectations, a really nice fetish shop. Very expensive though! They had lots of things I was interested in but I didn't buy anything.
Then we had lunch and ice cream:

...Yes, give me ice cream and I'm a happy boy!

Soon after that it was time to say goodbye to TSkinBoot. I didn't feel like wandering around central London, so I went back to J's place. Nothing kinky happened that day, and the day after that (Sunday), I was basically alone all day. It was probably the hardest day for me because I was very, very horny but there was no-one around to help me with that, and when J came home he was tired and went straight to bed. Poor me! I still didn't masturbate, as I enjoyed being in a horny mood (but still hated not doing anything kinky). 

On Monday I finally did get some play...J tied me up (still with my clothes on), teased me, tickled me,... it was fun trying to resist his tickling hehe. 

After a little rest, J got the cane out and I received quite a beating! Not just on my ass, but he hit my cock and balls as well. I'm pretty sure I mentioned this before but I absolutely hate getting hit on my balls. After a while I was begging for mercy, but I got none :( My problem was that I was still very hard all throughout this. Normally, I get hard at the start of a beating, but then lose my erection once the beating gets beyond a certain level of pain (and that level is actually quite low). This time, I was hard at the start but never lost my erection. I think it was a combination of being super-horny already, and I have to be honest that the begging for mercy thing (but knowing that it's out of my hands anyway) turned me on as well (and I'm pretty sure J liked it as well heh). J teased me about my hardness of course, and obviously I couldn't deny that I was hard!

Then he had me hump the bed, with him helping me fantasise about fucking Peter (the swimmer). After a while I was allowed forced to masturbate. The thing that made me shoot wasn't fucking Peter by itself, but basically degrading him as nothing more than my sex toy. Hard to explain I guess, but it was definitely a fantasy that tapped into my (very underdeveloped) dom side. It was very weird in a way, since I felt very submissive to J after that beating, but in the fantasy I could very cleary see myself dominating and fucking Peter. Conflicting feelings, and I still asked J for permission to cum. I didn't even hear what he said as I was already shooting my load (hadn't cum in a week, so yeah). Anyway, a very interesting experience. 

One bad/weird thing that happened was that at some point I seemed to have blood on my penis. Not sure if it came from the caning or the rubbing against the bed, and it wasn't really bleeding anymore by the time we noticed it. In any case it didn't hurt, and we went on with our little session. Afterwards I did a thourough inspection of my penis, and even though some of my foreskin seemed to be a bit bruised/swollen, I couldn't find any cuts or wounds at all. So I really have no idea what happened.

Then on Tuesday there was some more play, with me being mummified in plastic wrap again, and worn underwear over my head that I could sniff. I got to listen to some taiko music (Japanese drumming) through earplugs, but it didn't do much for me. I still drifted off mentally, but only briefly, and not as "deep" as previous times. After a while he put on some BDSM videos so I was listening to people getting beaten up heh. He allowed me to masturbate to this, and I did while listening to a video that had a very nice rhythm. I came very close to cumming but apparently the browser crashed, and he put on a video that had a much harsher beating,   the hardness of the strokes and the guy's whimpering and moans were actually a turn-off and I just didn't feel like masturbating anymore.
I still got beaten with the cane while being mummified like that (also on my chest/nipples!), but after that video failure the session was over.

And after that I got another beating for disobeying heh. J told me to get dressed after I took a shower, but I sort of...didn't listen to him. I guess I was in a cheeky mood. While he got the cane, I could've easily run upstairs to get my clothes, but I still waited for him to beat me. He even got his boyfriend to cane me a bit, after a few strokes that were way to soft he actually hit me pretty good heh. But he didn't enjoy it I think, which was a shame hehehe. Anyway, I was still naked, and J basically had to chase me upstairs before I put my clothes on. That was fun! Although afterwards I did feel sort of bad for not obeying J instantly, I guess I still considered him too much as a friend to have fun with and not enough as my superior. If I really want to be a good boy I should be more mindful of that. Saying that though, I still think it was a pretty fun scene :)

And that was about it when it came to kinky play!
I have more thoughts about my stay in London, but I'll do that in another entry since this one is already too long :)